Like Mother Like Daughter- going to strawberry feilds
I did absolutely nothing all weekend
except sit around ignoring my head
trying even harder to ignore my stomach
but of course that's impossible
Ate another bag of Ghirardelli
Ghirardelli is my boyfriend
Watched Across the Universe
felt infinite
And right now I feel like I have nothing to offer
But I know it's not true
so i'm not letting it hurt my feelings
In fact I have absolutely no problem
with the fact that I didn't do anything all weekend
and didn't think twice about throwing myself a pity party
For so long I tried to turn everything into a party
slumer party
pee party
shaving party
chick flick party
etc
Maybe it's to say I don't need to be constantly doing something
in order to have a party
in my mind
I am the party
I've decided I don't like dreaming anymore
I'm gonna stop dreaming
normally I don't get enough sleep
to dream anyway
sooo it shouldn't be too difficult.