and even when your hope is gone move along move along just to make it through.
This week has not been that good of a week.
Sunday work sucked and i hated the ride home w/ my mom.
All she did was bitch about the stupidest things not really about me just about everything.
Monday got really sick and didn't go to school.
mom got home and bitched at me for being all sick and shit.
she blames it on ypsi.
Which i can't go to until MAYBE spring break.
if not then not until my grades are good or until i've spent a whole month in school.
Tuesday still sick but worse.
Throwing up blood and my nose started bleeding at the randomest times.
i hated it.
Wensday got to stay home just to rest cuz the doc. said so.
=] that made me happy.
said some stuff to shane that made him made or something and i felt like shit until last night.
Thursday it was the worst day out of the week.
Woke up my eyes all red and puffy and dry blood on my lips from biting my lips to hard while i' was sleeping.
was late for school and got bitched at some more by my mom.
school was fine i got my painting which is amazing if i might say.
i'm pretty much sure i pissed shane off yesterday.
And i got to talk to Black Bear and it was awesome being able to just talk to him.
It's weird how i trusted him and i hardly know him. Lol.
Friday[today] went to school. it was okay.
I got some of my work that i need to be all catched up and stuff.
thank god so i can do soemthing this weekend.
well that's all my week has been really.
i've hated it but it's been fine. idk.