I really don't like it here.
It sucks more than i thought it would.
I'm thinking about just telling my mom to let me move in with my sister.
But i really don't want to hurt my moms feelings. =[
I hate going to school here..
i mean at least in ypsi.. i actually went!
Here i don't even want to wake up in the morning to go.
I guess i just took ypsi for granted or something.
I wish i could go back and stay there.
Doesn't my mom know how much i hate it here..?
It really suckks. The people here are retarded.. and i don't like anyone.
I just really want to leave this place.. and never have to go back.
I missed the bus this morning and i'm happy about not going to school..
but i'm probably going to be picked up soon to be taken there..
then i have to deal with all the teachers and being absent this past week
because i was really sick.
I wish i could just be sick forever.
This is Gay.
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This past weekend was cool.
Friday Shane picked me up and then we drove back to ypsi and went to Niki's
around 6 we went to HAABs i think it's called? and ate dinnner.
I had funnn.
We went back to my sisters,
and just chilled because there was nothing to do.
Shane and I stayed at my sisters and
i think he got pissed at me.. but idk.
Saturday i woke up and shane was getting ready to leave.
I wish he wouldn't have left though.
about an hour later Niki came over.
About an hour after that Shane came back over =]
he only stayed for like 10-20ish mins because we were going to the mall.
he left and we got ready.
we went to the mall.. and the car ride there and back was fun.
I got chloe this really cute outfit for her birthday.
i loved it.
we went back to my sisters house for a while around 8:30 nikis mom came to get niki and i.
We were suposed to go to Arts house.. but Aaron wasn't going to be there..
and it caused to many problems with Shane. =/
We had Shane come over and he didn't show up till like 12:45ish..
which was like 2 hours late. lol.
he kept apologizing.. and i really didn't care..
We chilled and i fell asleep around 3-4ish..
Sunday I woke up at like 6:30 because my sister came to pick me up for work..
that made me mad. i didn't wanna leave Niki & Shane. =[
I said byes and then left for work.
I got to work like 2 hour early.. it was retarded.
i worked until 3-4ish and then went to mejiers to get my grandma a b-day present.
went to my grandmas for about 30 mins fell asleep there..
came home got online for like 10ish mins.. then shane called! =]
we talked for like 15ish mins.
last night wasn't a good night.
I was in a really emo mood & i hated everything and everyone.
Even my best friend. I guess i'm alright now.
just not wanting to go to school. =/
I miss Shane a lot.
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