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amazing night on friday, Im just sad blair felt like such shit. I didnt get really drunk but enough, then smoked (great shit).
unfortunately...some things you think you want end up making you feel even worse...it was fun when it happend but you hate when its over.
on the bright side, nowadays I'm happier even when I feel like shit than I did last time this year when I pretended to feel good but really felt like shit. Strangely nothing gets to me as much anymore. I dont know what happend but somethings changed over the past few monnths and I feel like a new person, I have the same expereinces I had before to keep me in check but I dont let them bring me down I let them lift me wow that sounds cliche but w/e.
unfortunately...some things you think you want end up making you feel even worse...it was fun when it happend but you hate when its over.
on the bright side, nowadays I'm happier even when I feel like shit than I did last time this year when I pretended to feel good but really felt like shit. Strangely nothing gets to me as much anymore. I dont know what happend but somethings changed over the past few monnths and I feel like a new person, I have the same expereinces I had before to keep me in check but I dont let them bring me down I let them lift me wow that sounds cliche but w/e.