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I dont know what to do... this sucks. Even if I go to the city and somehow find her, what would I say, "you have to come back", she'll be like phtt no....then that'll be the end of it. I feel bad worrying about stupid school when my friend is in the city, god knows where, with god knows who, doing god knows what to get money. I'm just so afraid for her, Im afraid for her daughter, I don't want her to miss our lives, and I dont want her to spend the rest of her's running away from everything. I knew this was going to happen but I thought at least Id be able to talk some sense into her when it came, we even had this conversation, she said she just wanted to run awa to the city(seemingly in jest) and I said well just call me and tell me where you are so I dont worry half to death...but now shes gone and I dont know how to bring her home.
her life is fuckedd up and I understand her wanting to run away but as hard as it is you have to face it at some point, I know shes been dealing with constant shit being dumped on her since...I dont even know when but....I wish I could make her see that this isnt gonna help anything. If she needs anything its to be with her friends. I hope shes not seriously considering staying in the city like long term. Marco can't take care of the baby by himself...I just think if I dont do somthing soon then we'll lose her for-- I dont even wanna say it.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
her life is fuckedd up and I understand her wanting to run away but as hard as it is you have to face it at some point, I know shes been dealing with constant shit being dumped on her since...I dont even know when but....I wish I could make her see that this isnt gonna help anything. If she needs anything its to be with her friends. I hope shes not seriously considering staying in the city like long term. Marco can't take care of the baby by himself...I just think if I dont do somthing soon then we'll lose her for-- I dont even wanna say it.
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up...
Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess