Wedding Plans
Soooooo, we decided the wedding will be on Saturday, July 19 in Germany. Pascal even found a cool preacher to preside over the ceremony. Its gonna be outdoors since thats how I wanted it to be ; ). The day before we'll go to a special German office to get our marriage license and then obviously the ceremony will be held the next day. But damn, I need to learn me some better German!!!!!! I'm a little nervous about it being it all being in German hahahah. I decided due to the language barrier, nobody from over here should go because they won't understand nada! Me, I'll be okay, I know what I'm getting myself into. lol. Plus, I'll be too worried about them since I know what its like and we'd have to wait for them to leave before we could go to our honeymoon and I think it would put all the other Germans, especially Pascal's family in an uncomfortable situation with the language deal. That means I have to tell my two guy friends they can't come anymore which is really aWkWaRd, but oh well. To make up for it, I want to have a huge party when Pascal can finally move here to celebrate our marriage and his moving, too.
But you know, its so funny -- I never knew that I would be ready to marry at the age of 20. I mean, I feel so sure about being married to Pascal that nothing can shake my resolve. I'm following my heart and my dreams and having one man to love and be married to for hopefully the rest of life is always what I wanted. It satisfies my soul. And Pascal is also one of the reasons I know there is a God and that he answers prayers. All these difficult times we went through really meant something and we've grown up so much. And when they say loves hurts, I think they also mean that love will break you down to your barest selves and if you can survive that together and still love each other then it's meant to be. Because man, life can be one dangerous roller coaster and I'm glad I don't have to ride it alone.
But you know, its so funny -- I never knew that I would be ready to marry at the age of 20. I mean, I feel so sure about being married to Pascal that nothing can shake my resolve. I'm following my heart and my dreams and having one man to love and be married to for hopefully the rest of life is always what I wanted. It satisfies my soul. And Pascal is also one of the reasons I know there is a God and that he answers prayers. All these difficult times we went through really meant something and we've grown up so much. And when they say loves hurts, I think they also mean that love will break you down to your barest selves and if you can survive that together and still love each other then it's meant to be. Because man, life can be one dangerous roller coaster and I'm glad I don't have to ride it alone.