crappy day
wow i haven't updated my journal in a while. god. ugh. today i sat there and was humiliated by nick, you know i don't get him he really acts dicky around me. he called me a poser and said that i needed to lose weight in a fucking chat room. he embarrases the hell out of me and really i shouldn't take it. i never did anything to him so he shouldn't act like pussy when ever he sees me like at the communion breakfast meaghan was taking a picture of me and annie and he says "eww!" i said kiss my ass and he gave me a look. fuck face. ew today we had finished taking a history test and i sneeed and mrs. h said "there's more tests where that came from!" and i said wtf i sneezed. my dad wont take me to get my shoes today! he says "i'll think about it." and i am like it's my fucking money you don't need to think about anything. god do people just try to piss me off or what? i am giving up nick as a friend i am tired of trying to be nice and geting treated like crap. he says i can't play guitar for my life but really he just tries and gets me jealous because he knows it pisses me off. i am not letting him get to me or tim. they say i am always staring at them but i don't i have other better things to do then to sit there and stare at nick and tim. bitches. i miss how they used to be. nice, and caring, and they would actually hang out with me and not act like dicks. but now nick just hangs out with me if he is bored or if no one else is home and he is only nice to me when he needs me to do something for him, because he is too lazy to look up fucking sum-41 pictures for himself. god he pisses me off! kay i have complained enough. later. <3333
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