Valentine's Day.
So, I had like the best Valentine's Day ever. This is my first serious relationship on this level and, I know I'm young, but hopefully the last. I bought Lars this "bag" that contained a cute handwritten card, and inside was a heartshaped box with chocolates and A LOT of little notes, each one telling one reason why I love him. It was really personal. He also said it was his best Valentine's Day ever.:) He covered our room in candles and made a great dinner. It was so nice. And I also got to spend some time with Frida, who I hadn't seen in a while. And I went to the movies to see Twilight (again) with Lars.:)
I really do miss things the way they used to be. I mean last year, from the beginning of the year till the end of the summer. My life was so great and everything was so easy. I don't always like changes, and especially not now-a-days. I want things to get better.. one of the only positive things is Lars. I really wouldn't know what to do with myself without him.:)
I really don't see all this commotion when it comes to Valentine's Day though. Why should that day be any more reason to do something special for the one you love than any other day? I know it's an excuse to go out of your way to do something nice, and that it has history, but still.. and it doesn't make singellife any easier. Frida helped me a little with the gift, and she said it was the sweetest thing she had ever done for anyone, and it wasn't even for her own boyfriend (she's singel). I mean, it was always exiting to see who sent me a Valentine's card, but this year it was just the thing i needed to relax a little bit, get out a little and do something for Lars. He really is my life now, for the most parts.:)
I think I'm gonna have to write some more tomorrow, I'm really tired now.. although I haven't done much with my day.
- Nadia.