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holy shit! today is like that day in january when we had that big junior meeting and i FREAKED OUT and resolved never to leave my house again. today is that day part 2. school is actually pretty great, my classes are excellent for the most part and i am having fun being a senior with my friends and the weather and the taking of yearbook pictures but i had a college meeting today and i have SO MUCH TO DO. plus school. plus maintaining friendships and my sanity? i am manic i am completely manic i think i will need to lock myself in my room till november 1. sats in two fucking weeks! jesus christ. today i got home exactly 12 hours after i left, and i will have to be in school exactly 12 hours from now, plus a seminar tomorrow. help