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here is an anecdote that i feel sums up much of this year
i was waiting on line at rite aid last night buying tampons and there is a huge fat guy behind me buying five huge bottles of diet coke. i had the lit mag under my arm because i had been reading it on the subway and this man asks me if i go to the name of the school on the magazine, and i say yes, and then, as i collect my tampons and prepare to leave rite aid, this man engages me in a 10 minute conversation about how rough junior year is, what my interests are, what parts of history i like, what regions, what time periods, why i like history, what i like studying about history, what tests ive taken. i cant even buy tampons without a complete stranger pestering me about college and reminding me that i dont know what i want to do with my life.
this morning i took the world sat 2, which sucked a lot. and i filled in an answer then erased and i just looked it up and it was RIGHT THE FIRST TIME. plus that school and the people in it did not contribute to a comfortable test taking environment. whatever as long as i did approaching halfway decent i wont have to take another one. my brain is bubbling and fizzing at this point i am so done.
i was waiting on line at rite aid last night buying tampons and there is a huge fat guy behind me buying five huge bottles of diet coke. i had the lit mag under my arm because i had been reading it on the subway and this man asks me if i go to the name of the school on the magazine, and i say yes, and then, as i collect my tampons and prepare to leave rite aid, this man engages me in a 10 minute conversation about how rough junior year is, what my interests are, what parts of history i like, what regions, what time periods, why i like history, what i like studying about history, what tests ive taken. i cant even buy tampons without a complete stranger pestering me about college and reminding me that i dont know what i want to do with my life.
this morning i took the world sat 2, which sucked a lot. and i filled in an answer then erased and i just looked it up and it was RIGHT THE FIRST TIME. plus that school and the people in it did not contribute to a comfortable test taking environment. whatever as long as i did approaching halfway decent i wont have to take another one. my brain is bubbling and fizzing at this point i am so done.