Aug 16, 2004 00:07
alright so i miss you
where do we go from here?
ugh, i opened this little screen with so much to say, but now it all seems silly and petty.
it seems strange that summer is almost over with. last summer of highschool.
but hey, like i really care all that much
someone said we're going into the real world.
but if this isn't real...i don't want to figure out what is.
(you're not really sure what you're doin this for but you need something to fill up the days)
so you've been gone all week...its kinda strange.
but i'm looking back...and all the stuff thats happened seems ridiculous...like i just want to keep going, and not go back to explain who said what, and why we went there.
(i hang like a star...fucking glow in the dark for all the starving eyes to see)
so you're just about the greatest friend ever. i feel like one of those girlfriends who posts about their boyfriends, trying to convince the lj world how their boyfriend is the best thing thats happened. but thanks. for just being there. and turning things around...till i end up spitting pop all over my pants and can't even remember why i was in hysterics. blah
(everything is leading to the point where you just don't know what to do)
i changed my hair again. maybe i'll feel motivated to get dolled up (or actually do my hair) and i'll take some pictures for you peoples. or maybe you can just come see it for yourselves...get the real life effect.
oh so there is this community. and its called _true_beauties_
Lets Sail Away