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[plasticpogostik]

thank you everyone for understanding what I do honestly recognize is an immature and played out issue cum delusion. The fact this has come up again and again says less about what it itself means or how accurate it all is, but more about myself and my dissatisfaction with my ability to deal with and respect myself.
Thank you for understanding and reaching out. I need to do something to change, and I hope I'm ..strong? enough to go through with it. I'm going to do my best.