1:30 fuckin' AM

[plasticpoet7]

I've just been spending my days
concerning myself with the meaningless,
and constantly worrying about the divine.
(This is not meant as a religious term,
it's a personal association.)

Being with friends gives me a moment
to just distract myself from my thoughts.
Thoughts like mine are never easy.

I've been immature in all this, really.
Quick fixes and distractions never help anything.

I've forgotten the important things...

Love.
How to Love.
How to be Loved.

I'm not just speaking about romantic love,
because with romantic love comes attachment,
and with attachment, heartbreak. Loss.

The love I'm talking about is quite different.

I would love to illaborate,
but I'm afraid it's getting too personal
for this type of journal. Trust me, this
pathetic meaningless thing isn't worthy.

I'll work something out.