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feel like crap
and my period finished days ago so im not sure if its PMS anymore
relapsed into cutting again, now theres gonna be some lovely new scars on my leg -___-
note:buy new and bigger plasters
and now im on the wine
oh yay thats gonna make things better >.< why are fridsys always so hard?
going to a big party next week, hope ive got some better self control by then, cant drink too much booze and freak out
also got my ex's 18th soon...oh boy. now THAT could be a disaster. ive already told my friends to keep an eye on me after a few drinks, cant risk repeating the 'YOU FUCKING RUINED MY LIFE' episode in front of all his family and friends hmmm. it will be a quite depressing night of getting drunk in the corner and silently seething.
and my period finished days ago so im not sure if its PMS anymore
relapsed into cutting again, now theres gonna be some lovely new scars on my leg -___-
note:buy new and bigger plasters
and now im on the wine
oh yay thats gonna make things better >.< why are fridsys always so hard?
going to a big party next week, hope ive got some better self control by then, cant drink too much booze and freak out
also got my ex's 18th soon...oh boy. now THAT could be a disaster. ive already told my friends to keep an eye on me after a few drinks, cant risk repeating the 'YOU FUCKING RUINED MY LIFE' episode in front of all his family and friends hmmm. it will be a quite depressing night of getting drunk in the corner and silently seething.