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I guess life has been pretty good. I looked back at some of my really early livejournal entries and I realized they were kinda depressing and really odd. I'm happy now. I realized that today. I mean everyone has their ups and downs. But the downs no longer drag me really down. I'm happy that I am free of that thing. For once I can have confidence in myself. There are people with that thing that get a lot worse. I'm happy I didn't go too far down that path. I had my first college interview the other day. I really hope it went well. I think I answered a question really badly. Nothing to worry about. I do believe the rest of the interview went really well. I sent the man that interviewed me a thank you email. He never responded. I hope that isn't a bad thing. My summer still isn't over. It's over when Cross Country starts. And that didn't start yet so there will be no farewell summer depressing livejournal entry just yet. I ate a brownie today. And it didn't bother me. at all. I've come so far over the past years personality wise and grade wise. Someone can say something to me and I won't blame it on myself. Or my appearance. I volunteered today at some semi soup kitchen thing. The people there were really nice. I kinda liked it. I know that sounds strange. But I did. It was worth it. I just need like 20 more hours. 2 hours down. I just scratched the surface. Now, I'm ready to conquer college applications. One step at a time.