i need to do my whap work

[plasticgem]

everything is going wrong, and i hate to be so condescending but its true. i mean if you actually know me you know that im always smiling regardless of if im happy or ready to burst inside and today for the first time in a while all i wanted to do was cry, and i couldnt. whatever happens i tell myself that its happening for a reason... i dont see any reasons. i dont see why all of these things are overwhelming me over and over again and i just cant seem to find some time to sit by myself and think and try to find a solution, or if theres even a problem and im just overreacting. thinking about it i dont even know what the real or inital problem was, everything is just blurred together and its too hard to go back and fix everything that has been piling up for months. i hate complaining. whoever is reading this im sorry you can throw things at me or something; i deserve it.

on a brighter note joan roberts came to rehearsal today and said the show is performace ready& i got to go on an adventure with erica.