Oct 09, 2003 10:49
...I don't know where these stupid journal titles of mine come from sometime...
Life is...iinnnnttteeerrressstttiinnnggg. Like a reading a book that you are really enjoying, where you like all the characters and the story keeps surprising you, but all the while you can't shake the feeling that the ending going to be a major dissappointment...
I keep missing opportunities to hang out with people I really want to spend more time with...it's quite frustrating...I suppose I have only myself to blame...but I also have the worst luck when it comes to such things...I really wanted to go with everyone to Black Angis and drink...but then I got stuck at home without a ride or even a frickin' phone...fuck...
Halloween Month (aka October) continues to excite me, and midly dissappoint (it's too fucking hot for Autumn time, dammit!). The weird thing for me is that there is never enough time for me during October. So much I want to know...like go to all those crappy local Halloween mazes that cost way too much and are never scary; and drive around at night through the canyons and tell ghost stories and watch the train drive by through the fog; I wanna watch horror films every night; I want to go costume shopping, and help decorate my friends' places; I want to read a scary novel (actually I'm currently reading Naked Lunch, which almost counts). I want to build my own haunted house. And I want to go Ghost-hunting so badly; I even spend (far too much) time at work researching different places to go... AARGHHH! So little time! Why can't October be 60 days...?
I'm starting to notice that every time I start writing on here, all my friends dissappear...it's one of the reasons I stopped writing here in the first place... :(
PS - To Anyone Out There - Read "UZUMAKI"!!! It's the best horror manga I have ever seen!!!!!