Scratching the Surface Of The New You.
Well, well, well. It's funny how life will work out sometimes.
I've had a crush on a girl for quite a long time now, and whom is attracted to me as well. And in addition, a girl who is looking for exactly what I'm looking for at the moment. It seemed like everything was going to happen for me, and then...she gets with my friend.
But the fact is, I'm not mad. Sure, I'm a bit sad (the most accurate term would be "bummed-out"). But...I dunno. For one thing, my friend in question is the greatest guy in the world, who seems to have the worst luck with girls. So if anything, I'm happy for him. There has been a noticable uncomfortability between us the last little while, because of her, and I believe that neither of us wanted to do anything to hurt the other one. So to finally have it settled, and out in the open, is relieving. I'm cetainly not looking to ruin a really important friendship over anything like this.
And I honestly believe that God is trying to give me a sign telling me to be on my own. I have things in my life that make me happy and thing that I strive for, and for the time being I need to conentrate on getting the rest of my life going. And that is where I need to be . And besides; after the last couple of months, I could use some drama-free life.
..It's just that girls are so damn cute sometimes...
In other news:
- I NOW HAVE A FAUXHAWK. It is offically okay to call me a "scenester" now...
- I get my "frank the rabbit" tattoo this Saturday...I'm so excited! And it's free!
- Band is playing losts o' shows! Finally!
OK, that's all for now.
I've had a crush on a girl for quite a long time now, and whom is attracted to me as well. And in addition, a girl who is looking for exactly what I'm looking for at the moment. It seemed like everything was going to happen for me, and then...she gets with my friend.
But the fact is, I'm not mad. Sure, I'm a bit sad (the most accurate term would be "bummed-out"). But...I dunno. For one thing, my friend in question is the greatest guy in the world, who seems to have the worst luck with girls. So if anything, I'm happy for him. There has been a noticable uncomfortability between us the last little while, because of her, and I believe that neither of us wanted to do anything to hurt the other one. So to finally have it settled, and out in the open, is relieving. I'm cetainly not looking to ruin a really important friendship over anything like this.
And I honestly believe that God is trying to give me a sign telling me to be on my own. I have things in my life that make me happy and thing that I strive for, and for the time being I need to conentrate on getting the rest of my life going. And that is where I need to be . And besides; after the last couple of months, I could use some drama-free life.
..It's just that girls are so damn cute sometimes...
In other news:
- I NOW HAVE A FAUXHAWK. It is offically okay to call me a "scenester" now...
- I get my "frank the rabbit" tattoo this Saturday...I'm so excited! And it's free!
- Band is playing losts o' shows! Finally!
OK, that's all for now.