Jan 17, 2008 00:12
I had THE most hilarious dream and I thought I should tell you. It's actually one of those dreams that stirs an emotion that feels unfamiliar. An unfamiliar feeling that feels something like sadness, nostalgia, disappointment, excitement, regret, butterflies in the stomach, and reading a really great novel that you don't want to ever end. This is an emotion that needs a name for I feel it far too much!
Anyway, in my dream I was walking around this like... hospital place, with really great light shining in from the windows. And each room had a few beds in it, but they were also like bedrooms. I was with Jared Leto and Claire Danes and they were supposed to be Jordan Catalano and Angela Chase and they were "together" or something. I was at one point in the hallway with Jared while Claire was in the room, and we were like kneeling on our elbows on the floor. We were laying there talking about all this stuff, and I remember thinking to myself I wanted to impress him but I couldn't because he was with another girl, so I was myself. And then I decided to be a nerd and tell him I still had the recording of "Red" on my ipod because I loved it so much, and he had this obligatory laugh like people tell him that all the time. And then the dream ended and I don't know why this feeling associated with the dream is burned into my memory, and when I conjure up the images the emotion is suddenly burned into my blood like it just happened. WEIRD. If anything else, I wish I knew where this came from and why our dreams seem to tell us things we don't even know.
"Huge events occur on this Earth everyday. Earthquakes, hurricanes, even glaciers move. So why couldn't he just... look at me?"