and she will be loved
I had a very interesting/disturbing/saddening dream last night.
In my dream everything in my life was exactly like it was. In the middle of the dream I got a telegram type letter, saying that Rex actually wasn't the person he had always been to me. In my dream, Rex was dead, yet still walking the earth; as though he were some type of reaper. In the telegram it explained how he died. He had died at the age of 18 or so, some kind of drug overdose. In my dream he had been sent to come into my life to stop my drug use (or something), so I wouldn't end up like he did. It was saddening because, that then meant, we couldn't ever be together, etc. It meant nothing was real, and it was scary.
Today was Maya's first day of 4th grade. My, she's getting old.
I'm going out to breakfast with the other fam this morning. Wish us luck.
love you lovers and haters.