holy poop it's been awhile
So basically it's been a long time since I've written in here.
But I'm in the mood today.
It's cold, rainy, and cloudy.
I'm in my cute room with all my candles in the dark.
Garin is coming over at 2:30 ish.
I'll probably fall asleep on him, as I tend to do.
I'm in sweatpants, and a hoodie.
I try hard to get sexy on Monday's.
my motivation level is probably in the negative intervals.
but I care not.
I had much fun this weekend.
I love my friends.
I love everyone new I met this year.
Or everyone I have gotten closer to.
I am excited for winter to come, although I love fall.
I want to snowboard. x 395839.
and I am excited to travel to Vermont with garin and briannuh.
because they clearly are the ones I'd bring with me.
I love them both, and I miss briannuh oodles.
I am excited to get a pretty new purse.
Juicy Couture. I am not a big fan of designer purses and what not. Or at least I never had been. But I love Juicy. They have the cutest purses. So yeah, for Christmas, since I'm not wealthy enough to buy it for the hell of it.
My legs are super smooth today. I'm kind of proud. I shaved.
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I'm bored, and tired, and I think I have mono.
My mom is making doctor appt. so I can get blood tests.
because I'm kind of un alive latley.
Maybe it's just the flu or something that everyone has. Let's hope.
Everyone has been talking about how they are getting sick of one another.
Maybe I'm blind, or maybe I see past it all, but I love my friends. I love everyone. I just don't see mean people anymore, and I haven't been getting so irritating by people. I suppose that's good, but I feel bad that everyone else has been so upset with each other and everything going on around them.
I got a new air freshener for my room.
It smells like Hawaiian punch or something.
Like fruity, but exotic.
haha, it's nice.
Halloween is coming up. My mom insists that I have a party.
I feel like a little kid.
Maybe I'll just have people over.
Although no one can seem to chill without drinking or doing some other sort of substance.
And I'm not so much down with that, as of right now.
I"m happy things are going well.
and I think it's because I gave up on a lot of things.
because there are times, when giving up is just better.
blahhhh I have so much to do this year.
Alright.
Doubtful that anyone will read this,
mainly because I never use it.
but for my own benefit, I will start to use it more often.