Pink Linens and White Paper
What happened this week? I made an 8 out of 9 on my AP essay, which was a HUGE relief considering I have been making rather low on them. BUT we had a quiz yesterday that I'm quite sure I came close to failing. His quizzes are hard. I read the material, I absorb most of the material. He quizzes us on the few bits of information I don't absorb. It is terrible.
Brandy and I are talking again. Kayla had her convinced I despised the whole little group, which I don't at all. I don't even despise Kayla, contrary to her beliefs. I honestly, whether she believes it or not, wish for her to find happiness. And I truly hope she finds someone that can and will make her happy, whether that be friendship oriented or relationship oriented. Because it is obvious that I, as hard as I tried, could not be the friend that she wanted me to be.
I want a new layout. A pretty layout. A more complex layout. With columns. However, I do NOT have the know-how or the skills to do it. So I guess I will wait until someone takes pity on me and decides to help me. lol
Umm... I've been horrible this week, saying things I shouldn't say, doing things I shouldn't do. I have a great conscience, which I know is a good thing, but even when I decide I'm not going to make the same mistake I still regret making the mistake in the first place. Confusing, I know... but I feel horrible for things for a llllloooonnnnngggg time. And I hate that.
I have nothing to do. I can't get out, because I have to clean first. Plus, I have no one to go anywhere with. John's gone, and even if he wasn't, I doubt he'd want to go with me. Shanda's in Shelby for the weekend, and those are really the only two people I ever do anything with. Actually, I need to do my Biology project. Because it is due on Wednesday, and I won't have time to do it during the week. GAAAAH....
I guess that's all, I have a very boring life. If ANYONE who reads this has an idea for a new lj layout, PLEASE GIVE ME SOME IDEAS. Thanks! :-D
<3 ~ Chlo