Jan 02, 2005 22:53
yeah...i remember why i hate winter and christmas...it reminds me of past yearsand stuff....
i am worried...i shouldnt be but that makes it so i cant sleep and so i m online at 11 at night because the phones didnt shut off...it just didnt seem right..something tells me something is wrong...i cant get i out of my head
i am having one of my moments...christ, i hope all is good..this will kill...goddam
well i should prolly wrap this up...goddamt i wanna go back to being me like 10 months ago...that would be good and bad..
*sigh*
i cant take it...