its over.
dear god,
i dont think ive been praying much lately. Well im really sorry for putting _______ before you. i really am. Although my birthday was yesterday, would you mind just granting me th one thing ive always wanted? please? i dont wanna be invisible anymore. really, its killing me. siobhan would know how i feel. And talking about her, shes leaving tomorrow morning at 5 am, for her flight t california. Please keep her safe and away from danger, cause i really dont know what ill do without her. shes always been there for me. And it would be tragic if something were t happen t her. shes a really good friend, a friend that everyone would want t share their secrets with. she keeps my secrets, so i keep hers. so yeah. i love her so much, like ill die without her i think.
I want you t cure my father from all his sicknesses and illnesses. hes in so much pain, and i hate t see him yelling in pain. ive always been a daddys girl, hes always gotten me everything ive wanted. ok fine, well maybe not everything, but at least he trys very hard t please me. I want him t be ok and not always landing up in hospital. i love him alot. like alot.
i think im done here. for now. i promise ill cut down on my vulgarities. ill start being nice t people who piss me off all th time tooo.
Oh and i wanna thank everyone for th wishes. i really appreciated it. love you alll. And thanks siobhan for spending time with me yesterday, and thanks for th cheesecakes. really. from th bottom of my heart i love you.
love,
lisa