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First of all bitch, tell me your:
Name: Meagan
Age: 16
Location: North Carolina
Status: single
Size: sometimes 0, but most of the time 1
Occupation: student
Grade: 11th
About you:
How would you describe yourself: outspoken, demanding, original, open-minded
How would others describe you: energetic, creative, leader, outgoing, bitchy, pretty, I tend to lead guys on (however I swear it’s an accident)
Would you be friends with yourself if you were someone else: definately
What is your dream job: I want to be a dance instructor or choreographer
What does your LJ name mean: I just modified the name of a Dashboard Confessional song that I like, it's called This Ruined Puzzle
Your most embarrassing moment: I am the president of Spanish Club and in 9th grade on International Day, in the cafeteria, me and one of my friends had to do the Cha-Cha or some shit like that in front of tons of people, when we got up there and got started the cd started skipping, she forgot what to do, I was still dancing and when I realized she had stopped... I stopped.. then we were completely off track... you get the picture. Of course everyone still remembers.
What's the meanest thing that's ever done to you by someone else: I went out with a guy for almost 6 months and we just broke up two months ago. Our relationship was perfect until we had sex.. after that he turned into a total jackass. He barely talked to me and he acted like it was a chore when he did talk to me. When we broke up we agreed to be friends but he kept talking shit about me. Two weeks later he told me that he wanted to go back out with me but I told him that I needed time to think about it. *Keep in mind that I was totally in love with this guy and that I did want to go back out with him but I wanted to make him wait a little while so that he didn't think he could take advantage of me whenever he wanted to.* So, he told me that he would give me a week to think then he would ask me about it. I wrote him a letter a few days later and told him that I had thought about it and that I did want to go out with him again. Later on that night on AIM he said "I'm sorry but you procrastinated.. you should have talked to me before now if you really wanted to be with me." THE JACKASS TOLD ME HE WOULD GIVE ME AN F' ING WEEK! Since then he has been hateful to me and I'm friends with his sister and he tries over and over to ruin our friendship. He randomly talks to me on AIM and is really mean. I try to ignore him and I tell him to leave me alone but he just won't quit. :(
Why are you:
loved: My friends say that I'm really fun to be around because I always know what to do when we're bored, I always have energy, and I’m willing to try anything. I would definitely say that I'm the leader of the group and I'm the one that everyone comes to for advice.
Hated: When I don't get what I want, I can get pretty bitchy. I know that the world doesn't revolve around me but I still get really pissed off. Lol.
Feared: If I don't like someone I tell them straight up what I think. I never sugarcoat my feelings. Sometimes I upset people, but.. that's life.
What do you think about:
Gay marriages: I support gay marriages. I don't see anything wrong with two gay people getting married. Everyone should be able to be with the person they love.
Teenage pregnancy: I don't support teenage pregnancy but I would never look down on someone because they got pregnant at a young age. Sometimes, even if you wear a condom, pregnancy isn't prevented. However, I think that if you do get pregnant as a teenager, you should have to take full responsibility for your actions.
Abortion: I don’t think that girls should choose abortion as their way out of having a baby. I think that they should have the baby and put it up for adoption, because no matter how you look at it, abortion is murder. You shouldn’t deprive someone of their life because you made a mistake.
Drugs/Alcohol: I think drugs and alcohol are bad. They both lead to addiction which, in the end, leads to poverty. Why would you even start doing something that is going to turn you into the shadow of the person you once were and waste all of your money?
Capital Punishment: I don't really know enough about it to form an opinion. Sorry.
Burn:
your best friend: Ok. I really don’t like the idea of *burning* one of my best friends but here goes… Jessica… she started dating her boyfriend back in May and she acted like they were married the whole time they were together. She didn’t give him any time to himself and I’m surprised he waited as long as he did to dump her. She cried and complained because he was mad at her all the time but she still kept on trying to control his every move. I hate that. One weekend she was at a friend’s house and she cheated on her boyfriend with a 20 some year old guy. Of course, that Monday in dance class, she came up to me crying her eyes out because she felt bad. The next day she came in lunch crying because he broke up with her and she claimed she had never done anything wrong to him. Newsflash: You did. She should have given him room to breathe and she shouldn’t have cheated on him if she wasn’t ready to suffer the consequences.
Someone you hate: Elizabeth. She thinks she is God’s gift to the world.. or at least.. God’s gift to everyone on planet Earth. She walks around like her shit don’t stink and talks like she is little Ms. Perfect. We used to be best friends in elementary school but now she acts like she is too good to talk to me and when she does talk to me she puts on this “don’t you just want to squeeze my cheeks and pat my back?” act. She tries to pretend like she has never done anything wrong so that mommy and daddy will continue to give her whatever she wants but everyone in school knows she is a slut. Unfortunately for her, she never got the memo about granny panties going out of style. She waltzes around like she is some beautiful goddess but little does she know… her low cut jeans reveal her huge, pink, disgusting, make me want to gag, fruit of the loom, spandex trimmed, grandma underwear.
Someone you love: I honestly love my ex boyfriend Wesley. We went out for three years but I broke up with him to go out with Ryan. By the way, Ryan was a big mistake (see meanest thing ever done to me). However, I don’t love Wesley in a romantic way.. I just care about him a lot. I hate the way he is always trying to get me back. He tries so hard to impress me and it just pushes me further away from him. He randomly says “I know I’m not ugly so why don’t you like me?!”.. and that drives me crazy! He doesn’t look all that great and he is so annoying it makes me want to slap him. He needs to realize that I don’t love him the same way he loves me and get over me.
2 celebs of your choice:
Britney Spears- I can go on about Mrs. Spears for days. I can’t stand her. She is just too slutty. She isn’t even pretty if you really look at her. She just looks like an average girl. She should have stuck with her whole normal, sweet, girl next door look because she was way better at that than her “don’t you want to drop your pants and rub up against me?” look that she is currently trying to pull off. She definitely wasn’t blessed with any singing talent. She sounds like she is singing through her nose so someone please tell me.. Why is she even famous?!
Christina Aguilera- Look at Christina and what do you see? A pathetic attempt to outdo Britney Spears. Britney isn’t great so why would Christina try so hard to be like her? She needs to cover herself a little more with clothes instead of spending all of her time trying to be “America’s #1 Hottest Lesbian Slut” or whatever she is trying to do.
Make or break:
A dirty secret that no knows: Urgh, lol. I feel really stupid. Nobody knows this and it would be very bad if my friends found out. One of my best friends is gay and he has never and probably will never have any interest in girls. Lately I have felt… something… for him. I don’t know if I like him or what but I don’t look at him like I used to. I think I may be falling for him and I don’t know what to do. I don’t want my feelings for him to ruin our friendship. I know he will never like me. This whole thing reminds me of “Will & Grace”, which by the way is his favorite show.
What is the bitchiest thing that you've ever done: A few years ago, at school, I was outside on the bleachers watching a football game with my friend. A girl that I truly despise was sitting two rows in front of me. The bleachers weren’t too awful crowded so I had a clear view of her. I was chewing Big Red gum and thinking about all the hateful things the girl had said to me in the past. Next thing I knew, I had spit my gum in the girl’s hair… it was a HUGE wad of gum too. I swear the devil made me do it. I didn’t even think about it before I did it. It just happened. The girl turned me in and there we sat in the Vice Principal’s office. The girl is a total teacher’s pet and of course the Vice Principal believed every word she said when she blamed me. However, I took it upon myself to lie and play innocent. So I got away without getting in trouble, and when I was “helping” the girl remove the gum from her hair, I was kind enough to get it stuck even worse, and in the end she had to cut it out.
Why should you be accepted: Because I’m pretty.. bitchy.. and I would add a nice touch to the community.
How did you find us: kittiebunz posted a promo banner as a comment in my livejournal
Show the link that you promoted in 3 good places:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/emoness_/
http://www.livejournal.com/community/so_fxcking_hott/
http://www.livejournal.com/users/xruined_puzzlex/
At least 4 clear pics of yourself so we know that you're not ugly. ( one must be a full body pic)
