tell me that you love me more
im leaving for alabama tommorow. im gonna be there for like a week. ehh..
i spent all weekend at the hospital with frankie. i met some strange people; rosemary and roberto. she was wearing a see-through shirt with no bra and green sweatpants. she was a wild woman; didn't shave her legs and smacked roberto to wake his drunk ass up. he was mexican im thinking. his shirt was cut straight up the middle and he had on little kid sneakers. he snoozed for quite a while. they found him in front of a bar. roberto kept trying to escape. the strange thing is: rosemary and roberto were married yet they didn't come to the hospital together, they just happend to be brought down the same hall way at the same time. all the nurses were friendly.
frankie had to get surgery on his leg. they had to cut it open more and sew it up on the inside and outside. i brought him food at 2 am one night and the nurses refused to let me in. so i dropped it off at the desk and went to my car, and it wouldn't start. so i was stranded at the hospital. my mama came and jumped my car.
my dad is making a dream machine. it's made out of a record player and paper and a light bulb and it's supposed to trigger your brain to move into alpha waves and you see things, sorta like trippin i guess.
im making a pinhole camera out of an oatmeal box and learning french. i already know the alaphabet and how to say "do you want to come with me?"
i had a dream my tooth fell out. also that i had to search for bugs for my mom to feed the birds. i also dreamt something about pogo sticks and gold.