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im STILL unhappy. nothing is right.
this morning i woke up. i went back to sleep until 3:30pm because i didn't want to think. sleeping is my favorite thing to do now because i can turn off my brain. no wonder meditation must be so great. a completely calm and blank mind. that's what i would love right now.
spring break is coming up soon. i really want to go to chicago with lauren. it'll be nice to be somewhere different.