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Feb 18, 2008 01:29

i hate the way my brain thinks in circles. i hate the way thoughts i have momentarily have a way of circling round like leaves caught in a whirlwind. i hate that i worry. i hate the ways i make myself stop worrying.

i'm much smaller within myself. i feel like the person i am in my thoughts is meek and demure, and that the person i am to others is obviously insecure and strives to present an image. i want to learn not to care.

don't care if i'm fired. don't care if i piss off a customer. don't care my classmates think i'm a bitch. don't care

e/n

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