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i think i've been smoking too much weed lately. but that's got nothing to do with anything
i haven't fallen off the face of the earth, i've just... had better things to be doing lately. so. i'm still here, things got nipped in the bud by alex before they even started, and i'm cool with that. my mythology professor looks like a shell-less turtle and has no spine, and i saw julie a few days ago. eh.
school sucks, the only time i feel remotely good about shit is when i'm blissed out on substances and Supernatural, but what else is new. a few years ago, i only felt that way when creating art. now the art's time is over, and i'm too stagnant emotionally to worry about where my artistic imperative has gone.
i think about foreign countries all the time. i want to go to Austria, i want to see the Black Forest, i want to sit in a hash bar in Amsterdam with a stupid, stoned grin on my face.
california is drying me up. it's saying, 'you'll never leave ussss precioussss....'
i haven't fallen off the face of the earth, i've just... had better things to be doing lately. so. i'm still here, things got nipped in the bud by alex before they even started, and i'm cool with that. my mythology professor looks like a shell-less turtle and has no spine, and i saw julie a few days ago. eh.
school sucks, the only time i feel remotely good about shit is when i'm blissed out on substances and Supernatural, but what else is new. a few years ago, i only felt that way when creating art. now the art's time is over, and i'm too stagnant emotionally to worry about where my artistic imperative has gone.
i think about foreign countries all the time. i want to go to Austria, i want to see the Black Forest, i want to sit in a hash bar in Amsterdam with a stupid, stoned grin on my face.
california is drying me up. it's saying, 'you'll never leave ussss precioussss....'