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[plasteredmonkey]

i think im okay
im just surviving... but im okay
auriane, im gonna come see you during spring break... its final
no if's, and's, or but's!
im done with my auditions for college
and now im just waiting
im waiting for alot of things, actually
but i don't think ill ever get them
i feel like my life has gone to shit though
its not that crazy random shuffled life
its just black and white, plain and simple, and boring
not boring, but not that adrenalin rush it used to be
im going to new york this weekend
maybe i won't come back
maybe ill stay and start a new life
yeah... that's what ill do
or maybe not.....
but i want to

sincerely yours