But I look up at that great big sky, and I hope you're wishing on that same bright star.
I called out of work today. I feel WICKED bad about it, but my thumb is telling me stories in morse code, and I think I have the flu or something. But basically, I feel like ultimate crap.
Ugh. I'm listening to so many levles of emo today. It's just sort of comforting, and makes me want to take another nap. Today was a nice day for waking up at noon.
Last night during the show, I was thinking about what kind of suicide-person (although I'm not sure if that's a term or not) I am. I think I'd probably slit my wrists, I'm not fond of guns, however, shooting myself would make it sort of ironic, ya know? It's a screwy concept, I'm not suicidal, though. I've been really, surprisingly happy lately. I guess I've just decided that I don't have very long to live, so I might as well make the most out of what I can.
After talking to those people about that Consciencious Objector thing, and that Traprock organization, it made me really want to start looking for peace organizations to join. I read up on the Peace Corps, but I quickly figured out that it's just a bunch of Republicans trying to make themselves seem good to the rest of the world. Eh. Politics are a touchy subject anyway. It's so hard to have a conversation about parties nowadays, because even though there's thousands of people that have decided to educate themselves on the subject, 98% of my friends have NO IDEA what they're talking about. I'm actually quite fond of the ones who'll say, "Bush is stupid, I hate Bush." even though they don't know why they do, they just hate him because they think everyone else does. Not that I'm saying he's a good guy, because if I had the choice, he'd be dead by now. Not that Kerry is a better person anyway. Oi. War's so very overrated. I really, really hate violence. Aside from making the human race seem like complete idiots, what's it going to do? "Oh, you haven't done anything to me, but what the hell. I'm just going to be an American and shoot you in the face because you're from a different country." Joey's just like that. He hates everyone except for American's. I don't understand how people can do that. Ah. I can't even explain how upsetting it is. I dunno, man.
Now that I've continued to ramble for the past half hour... I'm gonna go download some sweet tunes.
Later
Ugh. I'm listening to so many levles of emo today. It's just sort of comforting, and makes me want to take another nap. Today was a nice day for waking up at noon.
Last night during the show, I was thinking about what kind of suicide-person (although I'm not sure if that's a term or not) I am. I think I'd probably slit my wrists, I'm not fond of guns, however, shooting myself would make it sort of ironic, ya know? It's a screwy concept, I'm not suicidal, though. I've been really, surprisingly happy lately. I guess I've just decided that I don't have very long to live, so I might as well make the most out of what I can.
After talking to those people about that Consciencious Objector thing, and that Traprock organization, it made me really want to start looking for peace organizations to join. I read up on the Peace Corps, but I quickly figured out that it's just a bunch of Republicans trying to make themselves seem good to the rest of the world. Eh. Politics are a touchy subject anyway. It's so hard to have a conversation about parties nowadays, because even though there's thousands of people that have decided to educate themselves on the subject, 98% of my friends have NO IDEA what they're talking about. I'm actually quite fond of the ones who'll say, "Bush is stupid, I hate Bush." even though they don't know why they do, they just hate him because they think everyone else does. Not that I'm saying he's a good guy, because if I had the choice, he'd be dead by now. Not that Kerry is a better person anyway. Oi. War's so very overrated. I really, really hate violence. Aside from making the human race seem like complete idiots, what's it going to do? "Oh, you haven't done anything to me, but what the hell. I'm just going to be an American and shoot you in the face because you're from a different country." Joey's just like that. He hates everyone except for American's. I don't understand how people can do that. Ah. I can't even explain how upsetting it is. I dunno, man.
Now that I've continued to ramble for the past half hour... I'm gonna go download some sweet tunes.
Later