Nov 22, 2004 21:00
well,im typing up sisters paper and i just told her that i will be going away for thanksgiving.ellicot city biiitches.anyway,im watching the swan on tv and its really pissing me off.the 2 women featured in tonites episode are already beautiful and in my opinion, need no work whatsoever.physical imperfections make people more beautiful.we were watching this movie in law today about transsexuals and people who murder them.and they were the most beautiful people i had ever seen.i dont like very feminine women and i dont like very masculine men.the most beautiful people are those without a defined gender or race.no one seems to understand and i wish i could find that one person that i feel compatible with.i almost broke things off with rob today.....i met this guy and i like him.been talking to him for about a week.his name is (brace yourself),tim.i was a little leery at first but i decided i can always think of him as having another name.i just feel like my dating scene has been limited due to this disorganization of sorts,i have been missing out on people.im trying to go see boys night out on ..well,tomorrow with rob but it probably wont happen.but we are going to see the addicts on wednesday.i wont enjoy it but hey,its a sacrifice.