reply please...

[planttie]

please, if you noticed. reply. even if you don't bother reading the rest.
thanks.

subject says it all really.

i feel like shit. & don't want feel so invisible.

i logically know that emotions are good. atm i'm not buying it. my stomach feels like it's going to separate from the rest of me & my head feels ready to turn into concrete & fall off.

& i feel so fuckin invisible & wotthless & whiny it's not even funny. at all.

feeling like i'm much less than human. or worthwhile at all.