fallin' all over myself to lick your heart and taste your hips.
i had a dream last night where i was running, jumping, flying above the ocean's shore. and you were there, in all your glory, and you kissed me, and it brought me to my knees. you were in my dream with dreams of staying clean and growing up and staying out of harm's way. i kept calling, calling, calling you and finally, you answered. you were standing right in front of my face, said something about an airplane my brother constructed, and i didn't see you until you turned to leave-
"hey!"
you stopped.
"glen!"
you turned around.
you looked me in the face.
i remember you had shaved yours.
you stood next to me.
we talked. i wanted to die.
the phone rings from the bedside table. i am forced to wake up from the euphoria of you and i for the first time in twelve months. it's my boyfriend on the line. fuck.
if you choose to never speak to me again in this ridiculous reality, then i just want to sleep for the rest of my life, dream of your eyes and mouth and hands for the rest of my days and nights. all i want is to know you again. nothing more. just you.
"hey!"
you stopped.
"glen!"
you turned around.
you looked me in the face.
i remember you had shaved yours.
you stood next to me.
we talked. i wanted to die.
the phone rings from the bedside table. i am forced to wake up from the euphoria of you and i for the first time in twelve months. it's my boyfriend on the line. fuck.
if you choose to never speak to me again in this ridiculous reality, then i just want to sleep for the rest of my life, dream of your eyes and mouth and hands for the rest of my days and nights. all i want is to know you again. nothing more. just you.