CONTOURS.
there is something in the air, that's for sure. i woke up this afternoon with the sun in my face and a resolution in my lungs;
smile;
for the love of god, laugh.
wash these hands,
forget the sins they've perpetrated
and fucking live.
cameron's death is something i may never fully recover from, but i can't keep avoiding new friendships for the sake of never getting hurt, because it hurts more to be lonely. i'm sure he wouldn't want me to roam the earth without someone to call a best friend anyway, right? i'm just so afraid that if i move on, i might forget him and all his quirks that stole my heart, all the small-print details that i only ever got to read.
going on six months and still, i haven't quite figured out how to live without him.
i'll make that resolution come true, just you wait.
smile;
for the love of god, laugh.
wash these hands,
forget the sins they've perpetrated
and fucking live.
cameron's death is something i may never fully recover from, but i can't keep avoiding new friendships for the sake of never getting hurt, because it hurts more to be lonely. i'm sure he wouldn't want me to roam the earth without someone to call a best friend anyway, right? i'm just so afraid that if i move on, i might forget him and all his quirks that stole my heart, all the small-print details that i only ever got to read.
going on six months and still, i haven't quite figured out how to live without him.
i'll make that resolution come true, just you wait.