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Why does death come to those who are so young? Why did LB die? Why was this wreck different from all the rest? Why were they calling him a man when he was only 19? Why are kids in such a hurry to grow up? Why is it that I feel so guilty? Why is it that I want to cry but can't? Why is it the Caitlin only has a few months to live? Why is she the one with cancer and not me? Why do bad things happen to good people? Why can't I think of anything to do to help her? Why is it that everyone I want to talk to is gone? Why do I feel like I'm not in the loop but not out of it? Why do I feel like I should just die? Why do I feel like I need more medecine? WHY AM I BACK TO THINKING ABOUT ME WHEN LB IS DEAD AND CAITLIN ONLY HAS MONTHS? Why is this world turning into such a bad place? Why is it that just one small mistake can end your life? Why is it that no mistake can end your life, and it just ends? Why is it that there is nothing you can do for those grieving the loss of a loved one? Why is it that I never took the time to talk to LB? Why are there so many unanswered questions in the world?