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it's ridiculous how much i care about him and i've only gotten to know him this past month. i can't even imagine how it is for everyone who knows him better than i do.
i remember the first thing i noticed about him was how wonderful he smelled. i seriously wanted to hug him a million times just to smell that cologne again.
and his laugh is seriously one of the best EVER.
i would always say stupid things sometimes just to hear it.
german sucks without him.
i guess this has really taught me to never ever take advantage of today. i never know when it's going to be the last time i see someone.
i love you guys. seriously.
and it makes me think, how is it going to be next year when i have to leave? when i have to say good bye to everyone?
fuck. i'm horrible at good byes.
fuck fuck fuck fuck. i hate being sad.
i remember the first thing i noticed about him was how wonderful he smelled. i seriously wanted to hug him a million times just to smell that cologne again.
and his laugh is seriously one of the best EVER.
i would always say stupid things sometimes just to hear it.
german sucks without him.
i guess this has really taught me to never ever take advantage of today. i never know when it's going to be the last time i see someone.
i love you guys. seriously.
and it makes me think, how is it going to be next year when i have to leave? when i have to say good bye to everyone?
fuck. i'm horrible at good byes.
fuck fuck fuck fuck. i hate being sad.