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Birdsongs complete
jaejoong x yoochun (friends? winkwink), bandfic | loneliness, yoochun-angst, situational comedy, stress, language, questionable mental health, friendship and breaking points: PG-13
yoochun looses himself in a spiral of self-doubt and dispair; jaejoong should have noticed and hates that he didn't. a story about bandlife, frienship, and taking notice.
pt. 1, pt. 2, pt. 3, pt. 4
Flashes - Pt. 1; Flashbacks unfinished, not going to be completed
jaejoong x changmin (siblings), junsu, yoochun | childhood, drug addictions, domestic violence, growing pains, allergies, underaged drinking, loneliness, self-harm: G - R, drabbles + oneshots.
posted out of order
yes there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run, there's still time to change the road you're on, and it makes me wonder
greatest gift from god, begin, kitchen, indigo blue, lawyers, CISWYT? i'm scared, pollen allergies, baby powder, happiness left ashore, cold exterior, meet the parents, i dare you, mary poppins, cellphones, young and beautiful, smiling is free therapy, c'est la vie, mon cheri, justification, aftershave
ONESHOTS:
This Isn't Goodbye (This Is See You Later) | yunho-changmin-centric, implied jaeho, angsty-angst: 1 878 words. PG-13
he should know what's wrong, but he doesn't.
Remembering the Beach Vultures | lawsuit-bandfic, jaejoong-centric, OT3/OT5bits. swearing, arguements and flashbacks, angst-fest: some rambling; 6386 Words. PG-13
He remembers it sometimes - that he’s a piece of a set, that the other parts may be far away, but he can still find them when he needs them. He remembers it and it makes him want to cry.
Black Dog (Gon' make you sweat, gon' make you burn) | highschool-fic, jaesu. bullying. angst, friendship/bromance; 1144 Words. PG-13
He goes home with bruises on his skin and a fat lip and blackened eyes and though Junsu watches from the seams in the walls, he doesn't step in and stop it, and he doesn't tell.
The Unmagnificent Lives of adults (countdown) | bandfic, jaechun, unrequitted jaesuchun, pov jumpage, airplanes, implied drug use and su-angst; 2142 Words. PG-13
He wouldn't mind seeing himself between them sometimes; in one of their places, burrowing his face in the softness of Jaejoongs neck, arms around Yoochun's jutting ribcage.
Lake-stars | bandfic, yunjae(friendship,) humor, fishing on new years day; 653 Words. PG
One fish, he swears to himself. One fish, and he's getting his ass into a diner and eating all of the hot things.
DRABBLES:
jukebox virginity | jaejoong-centric, general, birthday presents, vodka and madonna: 230 words. PG
he leaves to japan (when am i coming back? am i coming back?) and it's one of the only things that he brings with him
you sunk my battleship | jaejoong-centric; an angsty shell with mild-fluffy-insides; 283 Words. PG
of bad-boys who do drugs and steal peoples milk and make battleship metaphors
monday | yunho-centric, bandfic, angst, inner-turmoil a la Leader-sshi: 222 words. PG-13
companion piece to acting
he's the man that holds back just enough of himself to have room for everyone else.
fragile plates | yoochun-centric, angst?, band!break: 256 words. G
he leaves them in the kitchen sink - won't use them, won't touch them - and buys a pack of plastic plates
drowning in honey | yoochun-centric, jaechun (one-sided), jaesu,) angst, ants, and false hopes: 246 words. PG
yoochun hangs on to them, too, but he's an ant drowning in honey
delicacy | junsu-centric, drug abuse, angst, chara-death: 234 words. PG
he's (at what they call his) home before midnight, cutting out amounts and saving them for later
drive | junsu-centric, crack; junsu hits a deer in the middle of nowhere: 489 words. PG
yoochun peeks between the deers cooling toes (because someone once told him the fur between them was green, and he has to check.)
acting | junsu-centric, angst, implied abuse: 132 words. PG-13
junsu is a tiny milk-soldier in a strangers clothing.
sidetracked | changmin-centric, angst, hetero-fic: 357 words. PG
he started things, and she finished them, and he couldn't bring himself to do it for her.
quiet world | changmin-centric, general/angst, loneliness: 131 words. G
while some chat and banter until their reserve runs dry, he instead chooses to live in quietude.
madness | changmin-centric, implied horror/monster-thing: 233 words. PG-13
changmin wakes up without the slightest inclination where he is. in his car, somewhere, just off a dirt road.
cinnamon sticks | yunchun (non-pairing), confusion, angsty, maybe death, maybe not?; 200 Words. PG
superheros | jaechun, general/romance, fail!jaejoong and angst!chun; 173 Words. G
everyone has gaping in their chest that they can't see.
apparition at midnight | jaechun, angst, supernatural-au?, vague horror; 513 Words. PG-13
yoochun isn't afraid of the bogeyman.
deadlines | jaechun, crack, university-au; 517 words. G
Jaejoong cannot possibly comprehend why Yoochun is looking at him expectantly from the doorway, the day of his massive red-bull-induced-all-night-revision-ceremony.
leave | jaechun, general/angst, au; 317 words. PG
His first impression of Jaejoong was poor - literally. He was squatting on the sidewalk next to the welfare clinic, tattered hat bottoms-up by his feet.
thread | jaechun, angst/romance, relationship-ending-phase; 178 words. PG
(who breaks the thread, the one who pulls, or the one who holds on?)
week two: kids across the street sell thin warn bracelets; yoochun buys two and ties them around their wrists, humming, "we'll be together until they wear off."
goldenboy | jaesu, angst, drama, highschool-au; 407 Words. PG-13
sometimes he looks at the people around him and he can see straight through their flesh.
we have the trees | jaesu, romance, dreams; 312 Words. PG
a dream is just a projection of images on the blacks of his eyelids - if he opens his eyes the image fades.
recurring | jaesu, romance, mild horror?, dreams: 271 words. PG-13
companion piece to we have the trees
He floats like a feather for years, until his face his grasped in calloused fingers, and lips meet his fingers, blowing the UV back into him.
intersections | jaesuchun (lonely yoochun,) love-circle: 133 words. PG-13
yoochun stands between them like he's standing in a frozen intersection.
running home | jaemin, changmin-centric, general: 79 words. PG
changmin taps his nails impatiently on his knee, running through a mental check list.
walking out | jaemin, jaejoong-centric, romance/horror, unheathly relationships; 223 words. PG-13
companion piece to running home
he stood on their bed and fought the urge to break himself to pieces.