Nobody knows the hurt that you hide
2 years has come and gone, and in a way, I hope I am diferent today than I was back then.
Hell, everything else is.
Do I regret it? Never. It was worth every second, but, nothing is the same. I have lost touch with reality, so to speak, because I was in a bubble. I am the outsider now.
....And it hurts.
I should have come to Jeph's party, but I felt that was wrong....and know, I regret that choice. Because it screams one thing into my face.......
That I fear being around you. Me. The guy who would fight all your monsters so you wouldn't have to. Me. The crazy old man who looks down on the youngins, and offers them advice. Me. The crazy fat kid.
I feel......ashamed. After 2 years of talking to complete strangers, I can't even face the people that care about me.
Sorry guys. I know this isn't me, but, I am.....not sure of what to do.
Somebody save me, before I begin to regret more decisions.
Hell, everything else is.
Do I regret it? Never. It was worth every second, but, nothing is the same. I have lost touch with reality, so to speak, because I was in a bubble. I am the outsider now.
....And it hurts.
I should have come to Jeph's party, but I felt that was wrong....and know, I regret that choice. Because it screams one thing into my face.......
That I fear being around you. Me. The guy who would fight all your monsters so you wouldn't have to. Me. The crazy old man who looks down on the youngins, and offers them advice. Me. The crazy fat kid.
I feel......ashamed. After 2 years of talking to complete strangers, I can't even face the people that care about me.
Sorry guys. I know this isn't me, but, I am.....not sure of what to do.
Somebody save me, before I begin to regret more decisions.