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there are days when everything seemingly goes well. all of the fucking peices just seem to go together, like my life was ment to be this way. yesterday was alright...
i woke up and then i got high and then i went back to bed. ok its a typical thing for me to do, nothing out of the ordinary there. then when i woke up i called nina. me and her go way back, but recently we havent been hanging out, and i think that i know why. she has finally gotten all of her ducks in a row. she is going to school, she is living well and for the most part doing well. she is sober, the majority of the time and she is doing well for the most part, im happy for her arent you? and i think thats its this that makes me not want to hang out with her all of the time like i did befor. i still want to be her friend, and i still want to chill and do all of the stupid shit that we did befor, but getting high and doing stupid shit everyday isnt her thing i dont think anymore. she is different. its a good different, but its different. i suppose that its all good, everyone changes, everyone grows up. its going to happen to you and its going to happen to me, there isnt a damn thing that we can do about it, infact we hope that some people grow up faster then others....but im not talking shit or anything...
i dropped her off at her house and went to kris and matties house, where i met up with jake. befor i went to meet up with the,.......my girlfriend just got here so i shall pick up where i left off later.
i woke up and then i got high and then i went back to bed. ok its a typical thing for me to do, nothing out of the ordinary there. then when i woke up i called nina. me and her go way back, but recently we havent been hanging out, and i think that i know why. she has finally gotten all of her ducks in a row. she is going to school, she is living well and for the most part doing well. she is sober, the majority of the time and she is doing well for the most part, im happy for her arent you? and i think thats its this that makes me not want to hang out with her all of the time like i did befor. i still want to be her friend, and i still want to chill and do all of the stupid shit that we did befor, but getting high and doing stupid shit everyday isnt her thing i dont think anymore. she is different. its a good different, but its different. i suppose that its all good, everyone changes, everyone grows up. its going to happen to you and its going to happen to me, there isnt a damn thing that we can do about it, infact we hope that some people grow up faster then others....but im not talking shit or anything...
i dropped her off at her house and went to kris and matties house, where i met up with jake. befor i went to meet up with the,.......my girlfriend just got here so i shall pick up where i left off later.