why do i always feel this way
why do i feel that i can't tell hi what i need from him to be happy. i need to feel secure and i know that is something he can always provide for me. yet i never ask him to just hold me, hug me. why am i so afraid to tell him. i guess i am scared he will see it as a sign of me falling in-love with him, and maybe i am, i don't know. all i DO know is that when he is not around i feel unsure of myself and afraid. i love the peace and comfort he brings to me just by being on the other end of the phone line, even in silence.