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[plamaroeildolce]

It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
{And watches everything}
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is here in me, right underneath my skin

It was painful to see you cut yourself
It was painful to see you feel so depressed
It was painful to see you trying to grab my hand when you couldn't see me
It was painful to be by your side just to watch you go
It was painful to feel you turn cold

and I'd do anything to get you back.

It has been almost a year and I'm still not over it
The pain is too much.
I miss having you here beside me, feeling how I feel.