Missing my friends
I have often thought about what it would be like to separate myself from
everyone and everything that I love. Would I be able to make it through
life without my loved ones and friends? What would I do if confronted with
the fact that I didn't have a soul in the world that loved me. What would
that do to a person? I miss being in love. I miss having someone to call
just to say good morning. Amy spoiled me for the longest time. I always
had someone to talk to, someone to share things with. I had someone that
wanted me to call. I feel like I've lost all of that now. Not just with
Amy though. I tried to re-initiate contact with a friend or two from the
past. I have been ignored. Everyone has been far too busy to call or email
me, which I understand. Just because I understand doesn't mean that I
don't miss them though. I wish that God would bring someone in to my life
that loves me, and has time for me.
I just got off the phone with Amy. I called her on her lunch, sigh* She didn't really seem to care if I called or not. Maybe she did,
but if she did I couldn't tell. I hope that she did. I guess that I'm
probably more of a burden than anything else.
Oh Great! Now I'm sitting here at working trying to hold back tears. What
a loser!
everyone and everything that I love. Would I be able to make it through
life without my loved ones and friends? What would I do if confronted with
the fact that I didn't have a soul in the world that loved me. What would
that do to a person? I miss being in love. I miss having someone to call
just to say good morning. Amy spoiled me for the longest time. I always
had someone to talk to, someone to share things with. I had someone that
wanted me to call. I feel like I've lost all of that now. Not just with
Amy though. I tried to re-initiate contact with a friend or two from the
past. I have been ignored. Everyone has been far too busy to call or email
me, which I understand. Just because I understand doesn't mean that I
don't miss them though. I wish that God would bring someone in to my life
that loves me, and has time for me.
I just got off the phone with Amy. I called her on her lunch, sigh* She didn't really seem to care if I called or not. Maybe she did,
but if she did I couldn't tell. I hope that she did. I guess that I'm
probably more of a burden than anything else.
Oh Great! Now I'm sitting here at working trying to hold back tears. What
a loser!