URGH
!@#!$!@#!#@!#!#!@#!@#!@#!T%^&%
Words can't describe how frustrated I am right now. For starters, it's my final year at Uni, and for once, I finally have a special somebody who wants to bring me to a ball. Guess what, I can't go. Oh, and to top it off, I'll be missing my one year anniversary too. Fuck it. Oh, and they're one day apart. Nice. I was willing to sacrifice my one year anniversary for ahkong's 80th in KL (No matter what, I know I'm going to be there especially for kong kong whom I love) but finding out I have to miss both literally feels like life is playing with me seriously. Urgh urgh urgh urgh urgh. And I have to book tickets soon.
But R's right. I rather have those special everyday moments than one monumental moment.
And I knew, right from the start that ahkong is more important. He brought me up (:
I just feel super cheated of these 2 wonderful events that I was really looking forward to.
Regardless, I'm going to try to have my cake and eat it.