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I am an idiot and deleted my entry soo I am sorry to all of you lovely people that commented on it :(
Lots of stuff is going on.
I am afraid I might not have any classes to take next semester, except for speech. And if this is the case I might be going home and just taking it there, because it is ridiculous to stay here and pay that much money just for one class. I could get a job, and stay at home for free.
I just don't know very much anymore.
What I do know is that I want more from my life. I am going to be 20 pretty soon, and I feel as though I have nothing to show for it.
Another thing that is getting really old is the lack of a boy in my life. I am completely sick of just being "the friend." I am always just friends with people, and am too good of a friend to ever think of being more, because, "oh we wouldn't want to ruin what we have." I really wish people just had the guts to say what they really mean instead of using that damn line. If you don't like someone you should just come out and tell them. I have decided that I want people to be honest with me. I would rather people just tell me the truth instead of saying something just so as not to hurt my feelings. I am old enough, I think I can handle it. I am not a little girl anymore, although I still get treated like one.
I miss my mom terribly!!!
I want to go home and sit on the couch and talk to her for hours.... that would be amazing.
Lots of stuff is going on.
I am afraid I might not have any classes to take next semester, except for speech. And if this is the case I might be going home and just taking it there, because it is ridiculous to stay here and pay that much money just for one class. I could get a job, and stay at home for free.
I just don't know very much anymore.
What I do know is that I want more from my life. I am going to be 20 pretty soon, and I feel as though I have nothing to show for it.
Another thing that is getting really old is the lack of a boy in my life. I am completely sick of just being "the friend." I am always just friends with people, and am too good of a friend to ever think of being more, because, "oh we wouldn't want to ruin what we have." I really wish people just had the guts to say what they really mean instead of using that damn line. If you don't like someone you should just come out and tell them. I have decided that I want people to be honest with me. I would rather people just tell me the truth instead of saying something just so as not to hurt my feelings. I am old enough, I think I can handle it. I am not a little girl anymore, although I still get treated like one.
I miss my mom terribly!!!
I want to go home and sit on the couch and talk to her for hours.... that would be amazing.