I'm so weak...
Last night:
He says "I stayed away from her for us and I'm not going to hold a grudge toward you for making me choose." When I say "Well, not hanging out with me isn't going to help our cause," he says, "We'll start hanging out then."
Today:
I say, "You should ask me to do something."
8:00pm
I say, "If you don't want to do something then I'm going to go do something else." He says, "We'll do something, HIT THE SHOWERS."
...I wait....
*phone rings 9:something*
He says "Hey what are you doing?" I say, "Well, reading. where are you?" He says, "Beaver and Cody came to get me." I say, "Well I'm getting off here." He says, "Why?" I say, Because I'm mad." He says, "We've been trying to do something all day." I say, "Well you shouldn't have told me yes because now it's too late for me to do anything else. Have fun." He says, "ok"
*I hang up the phone*
....he blew his one chance at redemption
....and I got stood up.
Thanks. I embarrass myself no more.
I.......QUIT.
Imagine what loneliness
Will drive someone to do
Now multiply that times me
and multiply that times you.
Now imagine what it would take to make this all happen again
and just when you think you're gonna cry
Multiply that times ten!!!!!!
You are distracting me
from all other activities
and I know the fact of your presence
will dominate my memory.
He says "I stayed away from her for us and I'm not going to hold a grudge toward you for making me choose." When I say "Well, not hanging out with me isn't going to help our cause," he says, "We'll start hanging out then."
Today:
I say, "You should ask me to do something."
8:00pm
I say, "If you don't want to do something then I'm going to go do something else." He says, "We'll do something, HIT THE SHOWERS."
...I wait....
*phone rings 9:something*
He says "Hey what are you doing?" I say, "Well, reading. where are you?" He says, "Beaver and Cody came to get me." I say, "Well I'm getting off here." He says, "Why?" I say, Because I'm mad." He says, "We've been trying to do something all day." I say, "Well you shouldn't have told me yes because now it's too late for me to do anything else. Have fun." He says, "ok"
*I hang up the phone*
....he blew his one chance at redemption
....and I got stood up.
Thanks. I embarrass myself no more.
I.......QUIT.
Imagine what loneliness
Will drive someone to do
Now multiply that times me
and multiply that times you.
Now imagine what it would take to make this all happen again
and just when you think you're gonna cry
Multiply that times ten!!!!!!
You are distracting me
from all other activities
and I know the fact of your presence
will dominate my memory.