and now i've found a new friend
I've met this boy. Boy. He's only 18, i think. A year older than myself.
i think that i have some kind of interest in him. i probably won't pursue it. i'd be perfectly happy just staying good friends with him. he's a cute little jewish boy named Andrew. he's very nice (in an honest way), and a musician. he's also quite funny. i'm not sure if he has any interest in me, and i don't really care either way. he's helping me get over Tony, which is great.
i'm going to see a movie with Andrew tonight. i don't think he's the type of guy that would try to do something inappropriate just because he thinks i'm weak and vulnerable after getting my heart broken. i could be wrong though. i missed getting that excited/nervous feeling. the typical crush feeling.
i talked to Tony today.
we can't hang out because he's got rehersal and what not today, but he says that he really misses me and that he wants to see me. that's all i ever wanted to hear from him. i miss him too much.
i'm doing okay, pretty good.
andrew will be here soon.
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