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i just want to curl up in the corner and cry (or die...whatever)...fuck all this shit. I hate all this drama. First it was with Heather and now it's Briana. Same god damn shit!!! "i'm indecisive and can't decide what I want...is it him or him or him or him?" I really know how to pick 'em. I really know how to make my life confusing and miserable and depressing too. wow...i'm glad i think suicide is fucking stupid and selfish because if i supported it i don't know how long i would've lasted through this shit. i hope this stage presentation of "drama to the third degree" runs it's course really soon because i can't take much more of it. i just want to find a girl that i can settle with and she can settle with me without all this horse shit inbetween...damn...never thought i'd say this...but life sucks right now...