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it's a year and few days since my dad passed away.
i wasn't there at the end. by choice. and i'm fine with that.
life. such a strange thing. a timeline. an arrow going forward.
but is it? deja vu- constantly experiencing it. it's not an arrow. i know how my life plays out, or something does; obviously not being able to decipher it. but i'm not in charge of my life at all.
i bought a scooter last week. riding it with no helmet. if i get a traumatic brain injury i'm sure there's a point. you can prepare and worry, but it's all laid out. in the patterns of this world and the lines in your palm. or time/history shifts. don't worry. don't panic.
no one gets out alive.
i wasn't there at the end. by choice. and i'm fine with that.
life. such a strange thing. a timeline. an arrow going forward.
but is it? deja vu- constantly experiencing it. it's not an arrow. i know how my life plays out, or something does; obviously not being able to decipher it. but i'm not in charge of my life at all.
i bought a scooter last week. riding it with no helmet. if i get a traumatic brain injury i'm sure there's a point. you can prepare and worry, but it's all laid out. in the patterns of this world and the lines in your palm. or time/history shifts. don't worry. don't panic.
no one gets out alive.