Feb 17, 2005 17:32
i just woke up from a really long nap. it was kinda nice even with the construction just next to my window. at one point i was in a house with my dad and he was telling me about my mom being in jail, and he wanted to know how much she owed in fines and how much her bail was, i told him to just leave her there because she'd never learn her lesson unless she hits rock bottom, everyone always helps her out and she just goes right back to where she was. after i had made my point my dad started telling me a story of when he was in jail, and he got really emotional, i told my step brother and sister to leave the room that it was none of their business. they got all pissed but left. then my dad and i went out to the back of the house and were talking and all of a sudden he's in this black dance outfit with a skirt and everything, he had nice legs, but that's beside the point, my dad was wearing women's clothes! so i kind of listen to him, kind of think about something else, that's normal for when my dad gives me lectures and talks. i walked around to the front of the house and went in through the front door and i see a car pull up, a skinny blond girl in a purple dress runs in the house and i didn't recgonize it before, but it's my sister. i was so overwhelmed from my dad talking to me and talking about my mom in jail that once her arms were around me and i had my face safely buried in her hair i started crying. i woke up and was crying. it was so so strange. my dad, the black dance outfit, my sister, my mom, everything was so clear and so strange.